Too bad you’re not the one in charge of whether or not I GO to North Carolina

IN FACT

Too bad you’re not the one in charge of me at all so get off your high horse

I think my stupid prescription has been cancelling out the other shit I try to take

I woke up with a horrible stomachache but I didn’t want to let it bother me so I went ahead and took a shower, but by the time I got out I felt like puking

So I took something for my stomach awhile ago, but now I feel sick again like I have to puke

And what sucks the most about this is

Stomachaches only last for a little while but this is bad enough to prevent me from getting ready because I have to run to the bathroom because it’s like “MELISSA I’M ABOUT TO MAKE YOU UPCHUK THAT ABSOLUTELY NOTHING THAT YOU ATE”

and I’m like can u not

But anyway I’m going to once again be called out on being sick or something because I have a stomachache and I guess you can fake those.

What you can’t fake is HOW MUCH THIS IS REALLY HURTING ME, AND MAYBE I’M SICK BECAUSE MAYBE EVERYONE HERE SUCKS SO MUCH THAT YOU’RE PHYSICALLY MAKING ME ILL

You know, if I had my license and a car, I could just drive to school and show up late. Better than not showing up at all. OH WAIT, THAT’S RIGHT, YOU CAN STAY OUT FOR AS MANY DAYS AS YOU WANT WITHOUT BEING PUNISHED BUT YOU GET DETENTION IF YOU’RE LATE 3 TIMES. HM.

My school is weird.

But fuck that, if I’m late three times, I’m going to be all “hey either I show up late or I don’t show up at all”

The only reason I ever stay home is because mornings are the worst of it. Of course I get better as the day goes on, especially if I sleep it off. But right now, I’m running on six hours. No I’m not tired but I can’t even eat breakfast and I can’t bring a lunch/don’t have money for lunch at school so I’m going to have to drag my feet if I go.

PRETTY SURE NOT EATING IS UNHEALTHY

I have a 94 in English

I went from a 31 to a 94

Are you telling me that I’m not in control of my grades? That I’m not going to pass this year just because I stayed out a lot?

Let me explain you a thing and I will make it short and sweet.

I am in control of my life.

You are not.

I can do whatever I want. If I want to pass, I’m going to pass, and no amount of buy-back or summer school is going to change that.

YOU. ARE NOT. MY MOTHER.

I thought that once you were aware that you had a problem you would work to fix it. You claim that you try to understand but you never actually talk to me. You just assume my feelings and my ailments. You assume. Maybe you’re the one making me sick. Because I am sure as hell sick of you.

2dorks-1blog:

Mmmyep.

Confirmed. 100% true and 100% happening, I’m going to be going down to NC for the WHOLE summer.

What happens after that remains to be seen, but if things go right, he’ll be moving up here after summer. But until then, the only thing certain is that we’re going to be together for the whole summer, shortly after I get out of school on June 19th!

We will take LOADS of pictures of course and maybe even some videos of random junk. It will basically be awesome.

I am so excited. aksjflaksdjf.

I don’t know what date exactly, I still have yet to buy my ticket, but IT’S HAPPENING SLDFHADKLSFHASD

~Spooky

vicious-violet:

seer0ftime:

aurimynonys:

catherinekellerss:

andrastesgrace:

esaevian:

Blake wants the curvaceous, gorgeous Honey in his bed. Now. He’s lusted (but not loved, let’s get that straight) after the luscious woman for months. True, he looks like a bad-boy biker mixed with a player and, yeah, he’s broken a few things in her bar… But only because the guys were hitting on his girl. With no hope of winning her over in sight, he does what any red-blooded werehedgehog would do in his position. He lies.

THIS.

IS.

A.

BOOK.

[x]

WERE

HEDGEHOG

WEREHEDGEHOG

THIS IS A THING OMG HELP

If this can become a book there is hope for me.

OH MY GOD

IT’S FUCKING REAL

DYING

I swear if the first thing I work endlessly hard on and that I genuinely like isn’t published I am going to scream because pathetic stuff like this gets out there WHAT??? It’s because it’s sexy, I bet. :I Sex sells, that’s the way it’s always been…

letsfuckingcuddleok:

say it with me now

emotional

abuse

is

still

abuse

do not fucking tell me someone with abusive parents “had it easy” just because the abuse wasn’t physical or sexual

just don’t

AMEN THANKYOU SWEET LORD JESUS CHRIST UGH THIS POST WAS SO NEEDED THANKYOU

She went to the Boston Marathon

And she’s the daughter of the woman who lost both her legs, and suffered a pretty bad injury herself. Her femoral artery was severed and she lost a lot of blood.

And can I just say I LOVE how much my school is working to support her and other victims of the bombings.

Anyone remember this picture? (Blood under the cut, of course, these are pictures from the aftermath of the bombing.)

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qozxe:

Who can help me identify this caterpillar? I found him crawling on my pants and so naturally I picked him up with a stick and started taking pictures and filming him. Google didn’t yield much. I found him on the Stanford university campus. Right after taking this picture I found a second one! I’m interested to see what they might turn into after metamorphosis.
Sorry for poor video quality. On my iPhone.

Pretty sure it’s an Apatelodes pudefacta! They’re specifically a moth caterpillar.

Pretty hard to find, google even thought I was looking up a different kind of moth and gave me a yellow fuzzy caterpillar.

Not gonna lie, I’m pretty scared of moths haha. But this is what it looks like all grown up:

At least, this is the closest thing I can find! It doesn’t look exact… but still pretty close. And hey, if you can’t find out, the link leads to a website and you can send the owner a picture and he can identify it.

I feel like I should just delete that post because now I just feel like shit for posting it.

what

oh no

I legitimately straightened my hair for once OuO